BIG REX CHAPTERS 12

Good evening, again friends and another good Fractal welcome, back to you all! The great ages, full of fractal sages warns one to be bold, audacious! As it is you who are about to enter chapter sixteen full of queens in-between sheets! The fractal door creaks opens ever so slowly once more! Look yes you look!

Gaze into eternity, invisible and alone, gaze in to eternity and see, stories to frighten and make you sigh, stories to make you ask the questions why? Stories of hate, stories that make you want to debate the reason and where with all of your fate! Stories that search, quests that dare to inquirer into your very private hidden puddles of desire. Can behavioral desirers societal intimate be, be based in fractal algorithms too, watch, watch, watch closer, what they do!

But warning! Real torrid love stories not suitable for the immature!

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MEANWHILE!

BR, Got a coffee date with Saddie!

Together, the two of them, knowing full well what they are about, run their mouth, in what appears fun idle conversations! They play the behavioral interplay games men and women do in courtship! He would tell a joke, she would quip a quote, and the world would go around and around!

She told him she knows how to relax a man, and was playfully massaging his shoulders, for a while, while they conversed! BR, asked, what are some of the benefits of getting a relaxing and rejuvenating massage? It makes your hair grow! Where? You'll, see, she said laughing, ha, ha, ha!

Did you like to watch Youtube before the world ended? Heck, year loved to watch Fractal movies and Star trek oldies, but goodies stories, and Rambo, Terminator, Blade, Avatar, Saturday Night Live junk too? Me too! Really? Yep! OMG! I am a Fractal lover BR, admitted smiling proudly! Ha, ha, ha! He laughed, and Saddie said, we got a lot in common, me and you too! She said, as she sat right tight, up close to his legs with her elbow on his knees, smirking sexily up to him, saying with hers words one thing, while with her body was saying quite another! You could see, it was getting warm, before the storm!

Hey Saddie, I recon my coffee is getting cold, He murmured, looking down into his cup, he said laughing as he lurched to get up to go fetch another, the woman's elbow inadvertently swung around accidentally spilling the coffee onto his crutch, instinctually she grabbed big handfuls of napkins and rushed to dry his crutch off by wiping off the coffee water off, stroking the area of his crutch. She placed her hand on it and it rose in her fingers like mighty bamboo, hard, getting harder, she didn't now what to do? She realized she had awakened the man in him she suddenly stopped looking at it and turned looked up into his face towering over her and suddenly he leaned down, kissing her open mouth full in the lips, she fiend to resist, but he insisted and after second didn't resist, kissed his lips back, just as hard, just like that, BR, grabbed her up in his arms, pressing her bosom, and she on to bamboo, grew in her hands she held on to it too, lust passions door flared, clothes got tossed bared and in thrusting it flew!

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"People stumble blind, find another near the confines of their mind, their special someone on a destiny street, they do encounter themselves and wonder why this one, is the special person, they meet?

Usually happenstance sparks romance askance eyes glance meet, in the times street now this reason escapes you why enter your life this person, but so true no matter what you say or do, the reason still escapes you?

Perhaps to hold and embrace you and over you offer, emotional support, provide a bridge to financial safety, offer life you real life instead of an empty one, offer you life support because you have nort godsend treasure they to you be? Pleasured you grow strong in their person and under their protection and love, then one day from the heaven above you wakeup and they are gone no fault of your own, but bereft left song of the gone, such a heart breaking song, we all at pass displeased the person in your life although you don't wish to lose them, do, at a time, of destinies choosing they to you no longer be, perhaps another person attracted them away from you, you see? Perhaps they get sick to no cure, Perhaps overtime got glutenous fat and lazy and she got turned off! Perhaps you had an extra marital affair and caught she , she did and called it quits? Perhaps you struck her and being a fool, didn't say sorry and abandoned she to you she did? Perhaps woman be you and a player too and played too much and surprised you he did and shot you dead? Perhaps you being a woman, was tempted by a lesbian, spotted he with her, and wanted nothing more to do, with you? Perhaps you let yourself go, no exercising, lots of Ice-cream and Pizza, and too much Mc Donald's no more pretty girl you be, and said so what whats he gone do, leave? But he did? No amount none, no amount of begging on your knees, please will your lovers heed? Please come back, please? Pretty please? But alast they out of your mind needs materialized to you, for your own abbreiviated shorted time be, but essential time, on time, for you for a reason fulfilled, not fraudulently but authenticatingly you to the level of true happiness, happiness you could not imagine, fruits of love you lovingly picked, happiness, cleverness, joyest'ness undergoing a growth in you for the better? What lesson the person you created teaches you, you must take inventory, count the bad times with that which if you are so lucky you could and extract love like you should and treasure it, now that it too has gone. For this is what Fractal life is! For every thing has its day and at destinies command must pass it away and night falls!"

Saddie remembered:

She did something cool and the man said OK, fox you got skills!

You my new addiction, cant wait to get you on!

You , you make my ground move like an earthquake you got' makes me thirsty . .my word, no debate!

Popping pop, girl preference Word! Lambs bone! Gotta go home! She looked at him crossed eyed, smiling trying to figure out what he saying to her, as he talked a lot of street trash to her, How can a cowboy talk street talk? She, excited, suddenly, looked up into the cowboys face again, looked into his eyes, which looked wild, wild, so wild, while he grabbed her up off the floor!

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Saddie, knocked his cowboy hat off with one smack of her back of her hand! You are cowboy, but you a City-man too! Who are you? If you gone do me? Show some respect!

She put her hands down my pants, and I said, look whose talking about respect? Ha, ha, ha! Hands ups! This is a stick up, pop pop baby! Ha, ha, ha! BR, you full of it, cowboy, City boy, bakers man, who the hell are you man? Ha, ha, ha!

You Bad! So are you! You only live once, hunt!

Rad! Narly waves bird, when you move, word! I can move it faster than you? Oh, no you can't! Oh, yes I can! Ha, ha, ha!

Gone giving this cowboy, some chess? Give me some cheese, do what I please? You bad, bad, boy dad! Relax! Don't sweat it! I ain't gone no where! You know whats up!

What? You'll see!

Come with me!

OMG!

Baby! Oh No! OMG! Stop! Stop! Ouuuuwe!

I gone leave you alone! Could you? Watch me, but not now! Ha, ha, ha!

Quiet woman, you talk to much, he says to the palpitating little woman in front of him, as he gets down to business!

: Saddie smiles happily, wanting more as she is being ravished by BR! She's smiles to her self so pleased, and thinks it is too good to end but it will! BR, is not an eternal sex machine , but saddie wishes he was! Both covered in lovers sweat, as they continue like animals in the dark of the night, lock tight, she feels him in here in her he oscillates vibrating between her legs. His slender body hot up against her, and suddenly she opened up her mouth, he, opens his mouth sticks out his tongue lunges in, as he moved her hands over her head, stretching both arms straight as he ravished her taught! I remembered how, he didn't allow me to move, and did what he pleased with me, I answered him hard as I could with upward pressure of my thighs, as our bodies clashed together! I sighed, OHHHoo, as he ceased to exert it, held stiff in me, then rested, kissing my neck, and biting my enlarged pointy chest! I sighed, OHHHooooo ahh! Ow! You're hurting me! I stuck my nails in the warm flesh of his heaving back, a hot fractal like that scratched his back till it bled red, held him too, so he couldn't get away like in bed, we were locked in lovers bad embrace with fractal love so good you could taste it! Then he stopped his motor! Why? No, power? Done? Has his mechanism, shrunken and deflated? Terrified, of the thought, because she was just getting herself shifting into high gear, getting ready, is that all there is? Saddie knows, you mustn't get tired, if both work synergistically together they would reached ecstasy! Saddie lies still, leaving herself in suspense? She feared, he had aroused her to an almost unbearable expectation of fractal pleasure, and now that she responded, only to let her fractally down, it vanished? How is that possible? She cried inside wishing, for him to re ignite the pleasure in sight! She asks, is he just a big mouth nut, is that all he is? No stamina? Oh, what use is this man?

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Saddie, breathed deeply waiting for the pitcher to throw the ball, not a strike! Being a double jointed young lady she held him with all her might, waiting! He stuck out his tongue like slow motion magic, and licked her, stimulating her just behind her right ear, so slowly, it took what seemed like an exciting extremely fractal eternity! Women's nature, sometimes forget men do pause, gather strength back then reinvigorate continue! BR, face was covered in sweat, she kissed the overheated man in her! "Bam," he was back again, the young man, perched insecurely on her slender branches of her heaving body and rocked it till he felt it move fast slightly compressed, released it and then she pleased screamed out in delight, again, in that preemptive state, she pleased, screamed out in delight, the warnings are up as the two of them are in sense of alertness one big sea of moving flesh iterating, iterating, sexy coefficients employing in ernest, not just all impulses, but residual stimulating energies maxing them out, as the sweat poured out of the two lovers, as they filled the room with moans and ahhh's! BR, rested his tired head in between her mounds, and once more, then she unable to control her self, so pleased screamed out in utter delight, the sounds of her moans of suffering in fractal sexual pleasure, empowered, BR! As she whispered and moaned, in his ear, his ears stood erect and other things too! She looked so good to him, and he looked so good to her, save for one thing, she thought :

Her anticipations and expectations of what it would be like to make love to a guy with multiple personalities had up until now, had not been met!

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But all of sudden, one of BR, alternate personalities kicked in, and he was not BR anymore but, him, another, and asked the lady below him, who are you? Who are you under me? Lady? Saddie was for a second was thrown off her game, rocked the same! This was so unexpected, she got erected! But she knows he got many personalities inside him! She was shocked, but only for a fractal second, but being a woman, her prima mother wise intuitive instincts, kicked up very quickly, and were running with his cute game changes, and joined in the game! She wouldn't evacuate, hesitate or settle to be played a fool! She knows how to play act too, and does, and without skipping a beat replied, as she grabbed his hair from the back of his head and pulled his face out of her chest like he was a mischievous child, and smiled at him and quipped sexily, You better behave!

And something, something about him about him changed. He looked weird suddenly and he looked at her square in the eyes, she got terrified!

Who are you? Who, he suddenly asked again, in another voice, a deep sexy baritone voice she, never heard before, and surely didn't recognize, but she liked it, and it excited her more, to know his mysterious other sides of him, scared of him, but hiding it she boldly told him to shut up!

Shut up BR, or I'll kick your ass!

What are you, are you, are you talking to me?

Is there anybody else in me? Answer my question! I refuse! I could kill you! I could kill you too, or I could love you, which would you prefer?

He let his long tongue dangle out his mouth like a dog, as he, whoever he was, now surveyed her terrain! His eyes eyed her bare chest and it seemed to overwhelm him! His eyes stared at one then the other, and suddenly got a far away look in them. And exclaimed : Ugly!

Look who's talking! Don't look in a mirror cause it will crack, my boobs are better than anybodies! She said angrily, feeling uncomfortable now, not knowing what the hell to expect from BR! You were in love with them before a minute ago, you thought they were beautiful!

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Lady, I am just a me, from a different universe you see, having a nasty, nasty dream! I just got off! Off! I am just passing through, and I find you! Who the hell are you?

None of your business sickness, talking to me like that, disrespectfully, snapped Saddie, not at all happy with his tone, or this inopportune prank, alone?

I don't know you, replied the man, rudely, totally confused, but mused, but a-gashed how real this nasty dream seemed? Could this be a Virtual Realty loop scoop, some bodies playing on me, he quizzed himself?

For people to make love, they should be in love!

Saddie, was feeling she was getting angry, so, she took a moment out, and breathed in a deep breath, and counted to ten. She was so angry, but, didn't want to start a fight, so, then the girl, being street wise, checked out his worlds, and, was determined not to let him play her, or get fooled, and turned to using her own female intuition, deflected, and acted, lowered her voice, and changed her demeanor too, and put on a false big smile on her face, and whispered in the ear of the man in her, this :

I go to bed with people I don't know all the time, don't you?

No! He responded, alarmed, now, on the defensive, not at all prepared to be questioned like this. Like this?

Then, what you doing inside me, asked Saddie?

I, I, , he said stuttering, disconcertedly, and totally taken aback by the directness of the question, for which, he had no answer, and was literally choking on the question!

And asked her, Do you know, do you know who I am?

I don't give shit who you are, now shut the F*** up and F*** me, demanded Saddie!

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Whats love got to do with it? BR's, other personality couldn't deal with her line of reasoning and appeared confused! She latched on to this vulnerable moment in him, and let her curiosity get the better of her, and asked him in a real sexy voice : Do have a name? Year! What's yours, she asked? Jack SawedOff!

Jack? Jack SawedOff, she repeated, bewildered, and thought, WTF?

Pleased to meet you, Jack, she said smiling, with a very lady like tone, nodding her head, not believing a word, he said! Like wise, miss? What's your name? Saddie, but my friends call Good sky. I am part American Cherokee Indian!Now all the while this conversation was transpiring between the two strange lovers, their bodies had paused, but then she tightened her legs, and locked him in, and shook, and then.

She kissed him on the nose, kissed him on the chin, bit him on the chin, letting her teeth sink in, wiggled her hips, and shook, reviving it, and the beat went on, and from then on, it didn't skip a beat, but kept the motion of the locomotion, in continuous motion, and Saddie, smiled deliriously, and said to him!

I am one of your bugs Jack SawedOff! Bugs are my friends! Year I know! How do you know? Oh I know a lot about you! Saddie thought to her self!

WOW!Ha

This is so dam interesting, two for one! Oh what that means is double the fun! She didn't expect this Fractal benchmark, but loved the hell out of it! BR, she thought to herself, this son of bitch of a man, is so cool, the ultimate driving machine! He the energizer bunny on steroids! WOW! You don't know what you got till you get it, how cool is that? Now, now, if each of his personalities comes out in me, I could make love to all of them and this could go on forever?

WOW!

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Games lovers improvise on a spot are hot, she likes them a lot, she thinks they're so awesome! Of all the bugs you got, who do you love best? Can you share that yummy recipe? Can I? Baby you, baby bugga you're the one [bleeping ] in my pot! The best, [ bleep ] better than the rest! Ha, ha, ha, He laughed, blinking, peeking upward to her eyes looking down at him on her big mammary chest! Thanks, he said, Day wuz tasty! Then, she put her fingers in his ears, truly trilled enjoying this Fractal moment, and she bust out laughing, ha, ha, ha ! Bugga, you would be good on a wet, cold chilly nite! How you know? Cause I am holding you tight! Holding you tight and it feels right, ha, ha, ha! Perfect together, ha, ha, ha!

Then suddenly something happened that shocked them both :We heard a mechanical voice, interrupt our conversation and it said, in high pitched voice, that you just know belonged to a toy doll or something : "See you later alligator ha, ha, ha!"

BR and Saddie were at first surprised and stunned, then BR, looked at Saddie and bust out laughing! Wow, guess what? It's my talking toy pen, he explained, as Saddie opened eyes, widened, and she now had a totally surprised look on her face! I am sorry, BR, said, in whispering tone, as he looked at her in her eyes! Its just I carry it around in my jeans! I never know when its gonna speak! I think it's the battery, the battery is nuts or something, he said laughing with a big grin! He was just as surprised as Saddie to hear it go off! He twisted his neck around to looked at his jeans he had tossed on the floor, and you could see the long pastel colored green pen sticking out his pants pocket! He had found the cute talking gadget, back in the boat, and was carrying it around ever since!

Wow! OMG, exclaimed Saddie, it totally blew my mind! She had a good laugh ha, ha, ha that is so freaken weird, Oh My God! Why did it say that, she asked? It goes off saying stuff at the darn'est times, I never know when it will start talking, he said! BR, was chuckling and laughing hard, getting a big kick out of it, and especially seeing the reaction on Saddie's shocked face, was priceless too! "See you later alligator ha, ha, ha ," said the mechanical voice again, lending a surreal touch to this crazy time they were having!

Again, and the two of them roared with laughter! Ha, ha, ha, OMG! That is so wild, a talking pen? BR, you so crazy,ha, ha, ha!

BR, and Saddie, were happy, playing around now doing crazy stuff to each other in this intimate moment, and joined in laughing together uncontrollably, as they enjoyed this special moment and each others company!

She pushed his head back down into the mounds of her chest, smashing it in, she was in control of BR, trying to suffocate him! BUGGA! Hmmnnn good! Good Bugga! Goooood! Ha, ha, ha, she laughed to herself, totally disbelieving this crazy situation was really happening right now to her now!

It was just so totally narly insane! But she loved it, and savored the moment, this crazy moment! This is so weird! She wanted to tell her friends about this man, but dare she? This has to be her secret! This moment, this instant, is so insane! Two men in one, OMG! She been with a lot of guys but nothing like this one! He was out of this world! He was out of this world, she happily thought, not knowing how true her words were!

She hugged him really tight like a teddy bear, like he was too, good to be real! Then, spontaneously, out of happiness'es freedom, she screams out a bunch of curse words that would a make anybody blush! Ba, ba, bang me, bang, me baby, she screamed.

Jack SawedOff, he suddenly gathered up her big legs, and pushed her legs around his back, and she watched what he was doing and was trilled! It was so wild! The man was like a fresh new man full of energy, she intuitively without asking nothing, locked her legs around him like a chain not letting go, and was totally curious as to what the hell he was going to do next, and suddenly he grabbed her up, lifting her up and got to his feet, and began to turn and twist her around, swinging her around while still in her, and around and around, and around like a Merry-Go-Round! She, laughed happily, loosening her grip and let her body fall backward and her arms fling outward in the air as he swung her around and around faster and faster like two kids in the Merry-Go-Round of love! Jack SawedOff's erotic fractal intelligence bone, was high up in her urethral sponge erogenous zone, was relaxed and in this sexual settings was raw, and receptively empowering and their bodies, both applauded and clapped together in ovation so sweetly as one, they were having so, so , so much fun! They were totally alone, doing it to the bone, in this small private cave with no roof, with the rays of mother natures sun shining down of them. Shining down the gentle-less of soft reflective rays on their bare bodies in the cave, making them look surreal, as in a mist cloud of love, and in a dream like situation, in time, and in a fractal time, in the minds space cave place, of their own timing, and their own mental making, and their own mental choosing! They came out lover winners, they certainly weren't loosing! This didn't just happen! They are adults, they chose to put them selves in this situation, the pretext date of a cup of coffee and hoped things would fall in place, and fractally it did big time for both of them, and now their souls are singing fully caffeinated! Smiling inside as happy lovers do, who have a story thats very private to hide, that bond them inside, you can't con, it's a real love they feel, not something anyone can steal, and you know it, yes, and you know it, when you've got it! It makes you feel good, like it should! Makes you feel alive! On fire! When they achieved this, this which cannot be defined, and relived they are better for it! This is what Fractal love of life is! They were in private, in their own Fractal universe, nothing else mattered only this bliss, and the utter thought and sweet kiss of it!

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"Love purposes decrees thus ; the greatest emotional experiences and urges and being true and honest, with ones self, not lying in pretense to ones selfs feelings, and having the courage of convictions to become a water well, whose waters are clear reflects the bottomless depth of our attraction and love for another person, and who's ripples perceives our fragile,' Common Vulnerabilities and Exposures,' so that we make peace with who we really fractally are, and bond together beautifully forever! If not forever, than a day! A day? Yes, a day, but what a glorious day! If you die tomorrow, but had that day, was it not worth it in every way?"

"Mankind may go on to invent and create many things, but nothing like this! Man is but a flea in the eyes of natures tis of thee, and before he thinks, mother nature has thought! Life doesn't have to be complicated, but we make it so with the twisted off track confusion of altered egos. The mind of man is a funny thing! There are few schools to show how to use it in your time! The Fractal law says use it or lose it! But when you don't know how, it's a crime! Twenty-one centuries of dumbness followed by a Twenty-second and third? Or do you wish you to know the fractal laws? Stay tuned, so that they may be heard!

The man does what men do, women know this too! And women were born to have two wills : a yes, and a no! And conflicted in life, carry on so! But when she lets go she really lets go, and memories forever are made, for it is better to live a short life fully, than a thousand years of hermit-dom like in a church, surrounded in riches, that cannot kiss you or touch there, for what good are all the riches of the world, without love? What good is living, if you are not? What good is your life, if you have none? Who are you fooling, fools besides your self, and what comfort does that give you? Wasting the little time you have and theirs? The world is filled of examples of living, when you are not, you're a prone to end your life, end your misery like a prison! And end not just yours but others innocent too, for misery loves company too! Look around read the news, who might you accuse? Some people were raised this way from babydom, and know no other way, fearful of the new, cling to a myth, till they die stiff! For them, so far from natural natures way they have strayed, will only be happy when they enter their grave! Are you one of them? Do you use your talents of speech and audio captivating drama to draw attention to your self, please your ego, and to spread truths you guess are true, without having any proof they are?

So that your misery spreads, envious and angry others are living alive, but not you, but you, drowning in teachings, are not partaking and waiting to die! But the Fractal laws are clear! But, then it is said all that lives, some do not! All that live, don't live enough! All that are born, don't reach old age! All that learn don't learn enough! All that are wise are not wise enough! All with eyes don't see! All that are thin now won't stay pretty! Si? "So it was said in the beginning, so it shall be fractally said in the end"

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It is said, Sex is where the you cannot hide, you must abide or die! For those self proclaimed better that thous preachers, proclaim don't do it, if nature listened to them we wouldn't have sex organs? If we listen to them, we would not be! It's the stroke of destiny, for all the worlds folk, that they must abide and touch, to touch, or not to touch, that is the true Fractal question! We are living, but only partially till nude imbued, with the totality of love come alive we, really alive, realizing, that all this while we were dead, only this beautiful moment naked instead, in life is the reason for us to live not in our head, but sharing our bodies together we are no longer naked be, but fully dressed in natures finest clothes, our birthday suits tis' of thee we be, and so nude, we are born this way, better than all the rest! Designed by the DNA Master designer programmer, Mother Nature, better than all the rest!

It's the moment of bodies crying needs to fertilize the human seed! Its time, a delicate time we yearn, need, wish to feed ourselves, feed the need and satisfy Nature Fractal laws of propagation of the species breeds! Feeds the subconscious need, that propels us to be approached by another lover! Who loves you, your mother? And you love you? But, when a lover loves you delicate and tender, in a moment like this bliss, that is one of the highest richest categories of the glory of love that exists! And one, since the beginning of time on earth, despite thousands unsubstantiated religious beliefs, cultural morays, doubts about what is right and what is not, obedience to natures call, is all, thou cannot, cannot and should not miss it! For life is short visit.

What is this, should we be sad about this? No! Natures chaos and recklessness is her revenge of the concept of conceptions of perfection, which is an illusion in the heart and minds men and women, not to be understood, she must do what she should! And who awed are little, " We," we in our ignorance, question Mother Natures Majesty?"

Next time :

The next time, later BR, went looking for her again and she was baby sitting for a bunch of kids, and she was dressed for a kids birthday party! It reminded him of the fun type people, crazy dressed up people, you see in The New York City subway, when he visited there a decade ago! And, this is how she looked in a crazy costume!

She had on her head, a big round, red and yellow florescent Afro plastic hair wig, that made her look so, so funny!

She had painted red and yellow polkadots on her face, and wore a baggy neon pink and purple over-alls.

And neon yellow gloves, and day-glow colored shoes, with little bells on them, and also around her neck!

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When he saw her, the children's birthday party was in full swing, the kids were going nuts and she was playing with the kids, making jokes and funny faces and he wanted to talk to her! She was turning around spotted him approaching and waved to him smiling and threw him a kiss.

He was by himself, usually he was in the company of the Captain and Dizzy and Jonathan, his usual side kicks!

But he was walking by his lonesome today. He sat down on a fallen tree trunk, some distance away, and waited till she had finished, when all of sudden he saw Jonathan, walking over toward him.

Why, you here boy?

Boss, sorry, but, er, You, you told me, . . . You were expecting a letter, and I received a messenger from the Flowers ship.

And he gave me this, to give to you Boss, said Jonathan, showing him the letter!!

Oh, Oh OK! Said BR, looking a little surprised, taking the letter, and glancing at the name.

It was from Kitty!

Oh, he said, Thanks! Keep this under your hat, don't tell anybody, who the letter is from! If, er, If anybody asks, tell them, mind they business! Got that, boy!

Sure, sure Boss, and er, by the way, Garfield and Mikey, they said they need some wood to keep building out houses! You want to send them down today?

OK! I"ll send them down into the boat tomorrow. Right now, for the rest of the afternoon, just let them help preparing dinner! Then chain them boys, back up and put them in the back!

Ok, Boss, said Jonathan nodding his head, and turning to walk off.

Thanks Jonathan, talk to you later, said Br, as he glanced down and slowly stuck his nail into the envelope, which was a home made envelope. Made of typing paper glued together. BR, he studied the writing in blue ink. Kitty, was written on it in script letters. BR, thought, girl, knows how to write good, he said to himself, admiring her hand writing!

He opened it and read her letter!

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Hello, my Lord, this is my first correspondence to you! And I want you to know, I missed you, my Lord. Guess what?

I wrote a song!

It goes like this :

I am laying here being played, cos' I like to be lied to?

I am wiping my eyes, no more tears, can't be angry too.

It hurts, it hurts, knowing I am a flirt, I don't like being no bodies dirty laundry's shirt, dirty I am not, it's just me, things just happen, You gotta a hold on me,

Fare and square, not knowing you, loving you, trusting you. I do.

I am laying here being played, cos I like to .

I got my eyes on you,

You're a piece of work, but don't play me for a jerk!

It hurts, it hurts, knowing I am a flirt, I don't like being no bodies dirty laundry's shirt, dirty I am not, It's just me, things just happen. You gotta a hold on me,

Is it fare and square, no.

I am laying here being played, cos I like to .

I got my eyes on you,

You're a piece of work, and me too!

It's just me, things just happen. You gotta a hold on me,

I can't help it too!

It's just me, things just happen, like : one, two, three. You gotta hold on me.

I can't help it too! But the day that's coming the sun will shine, be fresh breath of air make me happy in my mind,

Just to me, things just happen, like : one, two, three.

You gotta hold,

You gotta hold, on me.

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I hope you like it. I'll sing it to you when I see you! Year, I know it sounds corny, me a singing Doctor?

I guess I am just naive. But I want to tell you, Thanks. Thanks for real, from the bottom of my heart! Thanks for saving my people out of the boat!

You know what? I have spoken to some of your soldiers, and they say you are quite a guy, and speak highly of you as Big Rex!

They don't know who, you are, when I talk about you as Lord.

They only know you as BR. They say you are crazy, but in a good way, and they support you!

I heard a lot of good things, a lot of stuff about BR.

I want you to tell me, why are you Lord to me, and Big Rex to them? I want you to tell me all about Bumble Bee City.

By all the rumors I am hearing, you want to get the world up and running again.

I want to help.

I want to be your Queen Bee.

Seriously, I think I can help you reshape society, being a Geneticists and all. You say, you want all the woman to get pregnant, and have lots of babies. I could, if you let me make sure these newborns are designer babies. I could make them a better species, if you let me? I told you I worked on secret stuff!

We'll talk about it, next time I see you.

Write me soon! Keep in touch. Now, what you said about I won't like some of the things you do. Well? Boy, are you're right. I don't like a lot of the things you do, like you've got some of my friends. They are working day and night cleaning out the dead out of the boat. Everybody, here, are prisoners of yours! And at night the soldier get the woman drunk in parties and you know?

But, Lord, I have two girl friends, a lady researcher, named Denice and Dr, Joplin. I seek their freedom, so you know, if you could let them go, It will make me very happy!

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In the old Earth world, the old world we had? You know as well as I do, a lot of things were not right!

A lot. A lot, a lot! But everybody went about their business! But, we all knew!

That the wildlife was dying out, due to habitat destruction, overhunting, toxic pollution, invasion by robot slaves doing the work people used to do, and the rising heat and waters of climate change.

It wasn't a bad world, but it was far from perfect.

But the ultimate cause of all of these factors was “human overpopulation, and over-consumption, especially by the rich, who are always being investigated by lawyers beholden to them who are incurious about their wrong doings, and are Lobbyist, who controlled all the politicians.

Write, and let me know if your perceptions coincide with mind?

And when you go to bed at night darling, who do you go to bed as? Big Rex, or Strawberry Lord? I understand Big Rex, speaks with a big southern drawl. Is that true?

Sleep tight, who ever you are. I love you! And think about me, You told me you are not a one woman man!

Don't you forget about me. My Lord, till next time,

Yours truly Kitty.

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BR, looked pensive for moment, thinking to himself! Then listening to laughter coming from the children playing with Saddie, focused back his attention, on her!

He watched her! The way she played with the youngsters and thought she was great with kids. As he watched her, he thought about a lot of things, one being: she'd make a great mother!

He was getting quite a kick out of watching her chase the children around! She seemed to enjoy it as much as they did! BR, thought it was good seeing the kids doing something to get their mind off all the misery, death and destruction their young eyes had seen. She was perfect, he thought, she would make a good teacher! She's got that personality kids love, she connects!

Later he got a chance to draw away, and asked her to meet back at cave in his office level, he wanted to ask her something!

Later, after the party ended, Saddie came to BR, in his office in the back levels of the cave.

When the two lovers saw each other, they kiss and he hugged her, and they stood silently in a long embrace.

She laid her head on his chest, like a child snuggling up to a father, and placed both of her open palms on his big back, and just hung there in his arms, in this sweet moment, waiting for him to say something. She knew, he said he wanted to ask her something , what could it be?

Saddie, you know the other day in the meeting, I said, I think it's a good Idea for a man to be able to have more than one wife, to make sure the camp survives! Well, I want to start a big family. You and I didn't plan on getting to together. It just kind of sort of happened! I want to be your man, but I need another woman besides you! Perhaps two, I don't know?

Saddies is shocked to hear this! And, she raised up and stared in to his dark eyes with fire! Am I not sexually enough for you? Hell yes, year you pop baby! You pop like one hell o'va lady!

Under normal circumstances, under normal conditions, but what the camp needs is more children being born quickly! God forbid another disaster hits us up in the mouth, like a sickness, a plague, we now, don't got no vaccines, little or no medicines. Any disaster could wipe us out! The more of us there are, better chances our children will survive! They survive, the world survives!

Now part of being intimate, is being honest. I have been seeing another woman secretly already, he said seriously! After Dizzy, the man who got disable, when he tried to rob my tent, well after he got castrated and became retarded, his girl friend came to me and said, she didn't have anybody now, and wanted to have a baby, and if I was going to have more than one wife, she would like me to take her! So, I been seeing her! No body knows about it. She comes to clean my office as a part of her jobs around the camp, and we been getting together in secret!

Secrecy is good, but now I would like to have you too! Marry you, be your man too! So the time for secrecy has passed! I love you, I want you, I hope you can accept this truth. I hope you can accept her. The lady is cool people! I want you to know what's up! She's a great person, sad of course and depressed about what her Dizzy did, but that's done! That's over! Hard cruel, but that;s life! She wants to move on! She, as you might expect is lonely, lonely and depressed! I do what I can to make her laugh, but she needs friends, women have a way about them, to express they're feelings, when a man can't. I don't have much to offer you, Saddie. I can get some furniture out of the boat and try to make this place, this office cave into a home, and I want you to know about an expedition I did, with my men we found one big ass ship! It's called the Flower ship, and I got folks cleaning it up, and draining the water out, and I got the generators pumping water out!

So, so, so one day Saddie baby, we can all live there in style, and guess what?

What, asked Saddie, excitedly?

Girl, it's the greatest thing in the world! You won't believe this! But, it's a gigantic container ship that was just laying out in desert and its full of food! Food? Food said Saddie looking at him happily! Yes! Can of food millions of cans of all kind of food! And it's all good! And we found plastic bottles of orange juice, grape juices, cranberry juices, chocolate you name it! We are saved Saddie! Now, I gotta tell ya, now, now,I gotta tell ya, when I found it, it was flooded! Water pouring out of her! But I got people cleaning the boat out, and one day. One day, it's gonna be clean. Yes, sir ree bob Girl! It's going be our home! With real rooms, and real beds, I mean real mattresses for me, and you to sleep on!

That's all I got girl! What do ya think?

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Wow, that's sounds great, exclaimed Saddie, wide eyed, smiling and jumping into his open arms. And look, he said to her, the other girl, I told you about, . . I hope you will accept her too. I am not a one man woman! So!

I invited her to come by, so I can introduce her to you, hopefully, with trust and understanding we can make a go of things, and make a home together and face the future as one!

Hopefully with patience and understanding, we can feel comfortable enough to create a loving home for ourselves, and with a little love from the lord, and luck we can create a home for ourselves with respect, friendship, and love.

Saddie, good sky, I love you. I want you. I want you to give this a chance, will you? Will you marry me?

Saddie, ponders to her self. And tries to figure what to say him!

I thought long and hard about what he was asking me, and the feelings welded up in me like a unmovable force pushing me to comply, to say yes. I wanted to feel happy and I was, but yet I lacked the luxury of time, the luxury of normalcy! We make good love together, he excites me! He loves me! I love him! But we haven't had time to form a deep love, other than physical love, that would stand the test of time, at lease that is what I think! We love, but in away we are, but in a way we are not, I want a man who would do anything for me, and be faithful to me, a guy who would move heaven and earth for me, but instead he loves me, but not singlely, but as part of a family, with many women! I haven't a clue about polygamy, but I heard it's an idea thats been around for ages.

Can't be all that bad! Oh My God, can't believe I am thinking this stuff? I know if my Momma was alive, and she heard me talking like this, she would skin me alive! Momma, where ever you are, pray for your daughter, cause Momma, I am sure gone need it cause, I think I am gone say yes to him! I think I will marry him!

All of us here have been thrown together, and it's not about all work and no play, this is something! Starting a family with a guy you basically just met! A guy with different personalities! Wow! Basically I'd advise myself, give it six months, get to know him real good inside and out! We can't get this twisted.

The moment is what do I do now? I want to go out and have fun, but the world is gone!

Gone! It's just us. He and me, and the few others people he pulled out of the boat! We are all here, living on the precipice of the unknown.

Not knowing nothing, why what happened did? Whether it will happen again? What can I say? Is it not better to live and be happy today, when there maybe no tomorrow? Should I be happy and jump at this man holding me? Caressing, stroking me gently? Perhaps? He, did he not save me? He is asking to marry him, right? And when we're together we certainly make the sparks fly!

His arms feel big, I can feel the strength in them as he squeezes me. But BR, is he really marriage material? He is so complex, so many sides of him I am clueless about! Perhaps I am silly, he is right, under normal situations we are certainly not. Oh My God, if he succeeded in saving us out of the boat, he could succeed in jumping starting the world by giving it a second chance! Could we really repopulate the world? Give the world a second chance with this tiny encampment? It just might work! If there's the slightest possibility, I want to play a role in that! Can there, be a better role than being his wife? Thinking about it, we all live really for one thing, and that is start the world moving again, with young families producing children! If his crazy idea works, he will go down in history as a savior! They'll write about him in history books. Should I not jump at the chance to be his queen, His wife, to be one of his first wives? Three is company in normal circumstances, but there is nothing normal in the life we are living now! If I say yes, it would mean I will be in the history books too! I don't have his power of persuasion over crowds of people like he does, but I think I have some power over him, as long as he wants me. I will do all in my power to make him want me forever. If a baby is what he wants, I am not ready for it, but then, thinking about it. If ever there was a time to be ready now is the time.

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Saddie listened, and the words he spoke were like cut glass, sharp dangerous, this was not a game! No way! This is life! She listened to him, not saying nothing. But the look on her face said everything. She looked solemn, serious! She, suddenly had difficulty looking into his eyes, they were there stark, too raw, unexpectantly ultra blunt for her to grasp!

You live and you die! You get saved by a man. He saves you and at some point asks you to be his wife! He's hot. And fortunately for me, he thinks I am hot! What do I say to him? Even now my body's up close him, and I feel him on fire~

But, men get horny on the drop of a dime, it's the woman who has the responsibility to think, before she leaps!

Then she lets her eyes move from staring up at his eyes, to slowly drifting downward to the floor! The room is silent! She is silent. The cave is quiet! She feels his breathing on nape of her neck and her hair, his heart beating in his big chest! His hand caressing her butt! Squeezing! But, she can't be distracted now! She's got to think, not with her body urges, but her mind. He is just a man! She has got to be a womb! The woman, for without the woman , the man is nothing! She'd love to have her mother, her grand mother around, to discuss this to help her make the right decisions, but, thats impossible, they are dead! She got to trust her women's intuition! She got to trust her instincts! She was so silent and the room was so quiet you could hear a pin drop! She ponders his words in her head, the proposal was like an eight hundred pound gorilla inside this room! She's got to confront it! It's her life! Her future! Playing with a man without condoms is like playing with matches! She did get some contraceptives out of the boat, but still, to stop intentionally taking them, means a baby! Am I really ready for a baby? Such a big question? Big question for me? I am such a wild young woman! Am I ready for maturity? I don't know? I am kind of crazy like him! I guess thats why we get along! She ponders the unspeakable consciousness, and the gravity of these words by this man holding her up against him. He's hot! I feel him! I can feel it! She turns her head away so he doesn't spot her, as she lets a tear roll down her cheek! She thinks to her self, so much, so much, so fast! It's overwhelming as she realizes the thoughts he exposed to her are rippling. Rippling, in her, head, over and over! All this is happening with her passion for him, and her womb clamoring for him to penetrate her. Stirring feelings, stirring serious feelings, contentions forcing her to make her self face hard facts! Forcing her to do battle with her conscious role in this new worlds reality, devoid of long life expectancy, perched on the edge of uncertainty, thats is a scary place nobody wants to be! She recalls suddenly : BR, wanted the women to take on the responsibility to repopulate the world, and that the guys needed to become physically fit and do exercises to become strong and ready to become soldiers to defend the camp and enforce discipline. All that, stuff he said before at the meeting, if you're looking through the lens of a long term perspective, made perfect sense! Goddam, we , she thought to her self, we are mankind, this stupid camp! Thats all thats left! She , not saying a word to him as he's feeling her up, stroking her back and hair, and she gets real, and resist the sexual urges he tries to spark, and asks her self serious questions , like : each passing year, each passing month, each passing day, is no friend to a woman's beauty? What time does, what time does is take it away? And when a woman's beauty is gone, it is gone forever! Better to take advantage, while the taking is hot? She might as well be satisfied with what she's got!

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And that woman he talked to her about, The girl that was Dizzy's girl friend, before he got all [ BLEEPED UP ] and castrated! She saw her around, she knew who she was, that he was talking about! Her name is Antoinette Mungi Boccia , a black girl, she's cute! Seems nice! She's OK, I think we would get along, but what would I do in her situation. If I needed a man? And her man is useless! Better off dead! What would a woman do, burdened with a union, corrupted by a cruel twist of bad luck! "Not even pretense, that there is love, can satisfy an empty soul, or sexual body in need! To pretend convincingly even to one self, is futile!" I am not a nun and I know she's not one either, we are not crazy! And life is a bitch! On a short switch! Make a move bad or good, you can wind up in a ditch? BR, is feeling me up trying his darn'est to get me hot, she said to her self, but, I am not gonna make love with him to night, I'll give him my answer in the in morning, I got to think right!

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I told him to calm down, I didn't feel good about making love right now, not now! I wasn't feeling right. He was uptight about it, took awhile, you know how men are when it comes to women. Thinking with that, instead of their heads, they're little babies, little kids, you know what I mean? But, not him, he gets quiet, pulls on his chin, and pulls on his mustache hairs, what ever that does, who knows? But, yo, I kissed his cheek and told him later! He was cool and let it go, and I asked him to show me around his part of the cave. He had it all boarded up, so I knew it had to be locked off for a reason? He looked surprised when I asked him! His face brightened up, when he heard my interest in checking it out! This part of the cave is off limits, he said to me smiling, but, thats for the others not you come on honey, he told me, grabbing me around the waist, anxious, to show me and pushing me to walk faster! We headed toward a rough looking cave wall. I said to my self what the hell, this thing looks like a crack in the wall. I hope he doesn't expect me go poke my head in there? I saw this huge rocky wall with a fissure opening in it, that went from the floor to the ceiling, and he said you got a surprise in store for you, honey! You'll never guess whats inside, he said smiling proudly?

I took a deep breath as he urged to go inside. I said to myself, OK, this better be good and I put out my arms and he grabbed around my hips and helped me crawl into hole in the wall.

Once inside I saw it. Something was shimmering like yellow stars when he raised the light of the lantern up in the air. I could make out in the shadows, some shovels and white plastic buckets! Some had water in them, and some were full of dark brown soil, and off to the side on the ground, a strainer, to sift the dirt. It was a make shift strainer he made from wire from window screens, that you place in a window to keep out bugs and stuff. It was a window screen, that he tore out the wire and was using it as strainer to sift for gold!

A strainer, I thought and bingo, I remembered when I was in the Girl Scouts Camp, they took us kids, to a river with wire strainers to sift for gold. But, that wasn't real, that was just for fun and for the children to be exposed to the history of the Gold Rush in the United States, long ago and to learn. But, this was for real! The folds of the floor was a gold mine! Thats what we were walking on. Who knew? WOW, Gold, Oh My God! Year, he said broadly smiling at her, you got to strain it out, but this section of the cave is loaded! Saddie thought to her self smiling, No wonder the son of bitch had it hidden! "The triumph of Time, and truths revelations, indecently hidden no more!" But, thought Saddie, what other secrets BR's got? Is this all? I just bet he has many! He so crazy, so mysterious, so complex! Could, he have more secrets hidden in his mind? In this cave? I guess as his wife he will tell me? Being at his side, I clasped his hand, and held on to it. It was warm! It was a big hand, holding my little hand. It excited me, but I didn't want him to know that!

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MEANWHILE, Later Saddie goes home . .

Where, you been, girl asks kathy, as Saddie pulls aside the plastic blue tent door where she lives with her roomies, and pokes her head in and looks at them?

Where?

Saddie, playfully, rolls her eyes in her head smiling and making funny faces and crosses her eyes, and sticks out her tongue!

Year, said kathy, one of four girls Saddie shares a tent with, as she enters the tent, smiling, such a big smile from ear to ear, like a mischievous little girl there, the look on her face, was like a rat that just ate the cat! She beams at her roommates, kathy, Barni and Judy too, and excitedly jumps around in a little circle, like a football cheerleader fanatic going totally nuts and yells out smiling happily!

Guess who got laid?

What?

Yo, was,up?

What?

Girl, keep your voice down! Come on inside sit-down! Child, stay awhile! Run that by me again?

What?

Say what? Ha, ha, ha o, OH! Shit! Girl you don't quit! Come in, she did it! Just look at her!

OMG!

Ouueeeweeee!! Look at her! Oh shit, she's bugging, ha ha, ha!

The moon must be out,

Year!

It does that to people! What ever, wish I had some of whats she on! Ha, ha, ha!

Shit!

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Come back? Calm down, calm down fatty, lower your voice, woman! Ha, ha, ha! Holy Shit!

Say what? I hope you not on something? Just look at her jumping up and down , she's bugging!

Hello? Lol!

I got banged, and I got a guy who wants me to marry him! Girls, exclaimed, Saddie joyfully as she jumped gay fully on the floor, twisted around twice, giggling, and blurted out to them : It was a blast! You will never guess who?

Who?

I saw you to talking with a guy the day, exclaims her friend Shirley excitedly, Oh, shucks, whats his name, Oh year, Valbanter? Is it him?

Naw, no!

Could it be Tim, the electrician, ask kathy?

Naw!

Don't tell me that carpenter guy with the good looks, asks Judy?

[blue=color]Who?[/color]

Edgar Bonaparte!

No not him though I wouldn't mind him! He's hot!

Is he one of the old men?

Old man?

A sugar Daddy?

No!

Year, but not too old!

Come on tell us!

Whats up?

He is strong, crazy nuts, and a banger!

Shit, who is this guy?

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MEANWHILE

Stay tuned chapter 13 is up next!

>https://badpersonalities.blogspot.com/2017/09/big-rex-chapters-13.html

Hi! It's me , Madcow sammy, OMG, talk about folks with a problem, if they don't got a problem, they gone have a problem! But besides that, these folks, if they only knew whats in the dinner, they might be inclined to pass! I think all o them got a big surprise coming! Believe that!! I know I would, I'd skip eating big time! And the folks that was in that boat needs to get their heads examined quick! They got issues. I know BR and The Captain do! These guys are unbelievable! Wow,

Luckily my Iphone alarm, went off again, and woke me up! " Oh Boy! " Anyway, I really got to consult Toni, cause this is too much! I got to tweet him, anyhow, I just got another tweet! It's my girl, Madcow Lady Ga Ga again! Oh how cool! Got to fly bye! Stay tuned, this is just the beginning! I got to run now, bye, adios, adieu, A plus tard Mes amis, abschied, Wiedersehen, 這麼長時間現在，我們看到你很快！,告別 ,작별, 別れ ,Прощай ,الوداع ,veda , addio ,Żegnaj, bye bye, to da loo!

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